Still Waiting

Sunday, December 07, 2008

been reading my bitches' blogs. decided to call them bitches instead of besties. hey... leveling up ok.

it somehow struck me that even tho they're the closest in my life, but actually i know nothing about what's happening to them for the past weeks. it kind of hurts inside, but i know i haven been spending quality time with them...

so maybe i can dedicate a small part of my blog to them, and tell them i have not forgotten them =)

hui lin:
its wonderful to have been besties with u for so many years, and that natural instinct from u that u wanna protect me, from getting drunk to meeting new guys, thanks for hearing me out when i have no one to turn to. and sorry for making you lose your phone n the club. sorry for largely screwing up your day! =( hope u can forgive me. =( i still love you.

jiat yue:
we might have differences at times, whether its our thinking or our fashion sense(haha), it's amazing how i can confide and tell you everything at ease, knowing my secrets are safe with you, and i really wanna say a big thank you for being my bitch sister. (sounds wrong, whatever) thanks for standing by me, even though you know at times my decision involves me running head on into a wall and me ignoring your advices. you'll eventually be running after me to pick up my pieces and finally help me up when i fall. =) i love you so much, don't forget about me when you have troubles alright. =) even if it's alex on the phone, i will still choose u when u need me =)

cai ling:
well i still gotta say another sorry cos we had a small clash a few weeks back. to be truthful, i have no idea what's happening in your life exactly, issit mainly henrick and work n uni? i have no idea, but i saw from your blog that u've some problems. again, i have free incoming so call whenever you need me. =)) i love you too.

chang yu:
my bestie bitch forever. i've been telling u so much abt my own joys n problems that sometimes i forget u're facing problems too. and its so unfair! you've been the listener for so many years.. so so many years.. and finally i get a rare chance to be a listener. yet i cant solve your problems. so sorry. but when u finally enter NTU... i hope i can hook u up with many girls la huh =)

eddie:
where the hell have you been!!??!! huh! wth! you better get out of your house and talk to us! we miss u so much and you're actually ignoring us?!?

gabriel:
i'm just very surprised we can still be good friends. reminds me of gwne stefanie's "cool". i know we're cool. =) thanks for being a friend. it's nice to have you around in the clique.

ryan:
you're off to vietnam for your 21st birthday celebration.. as what ive stated in my sms, stay cool, make a difference in your life, as well as others. it's nice to have you as my friend who's always trying to cheer me up, full of praises and surprises for me, sugar stuff like that. and thanks for being a call away all the time. i know you'll come across someone better than me =)

coke:
thanks for being an angel by my side. thanks for being a brother, thanks for offering to make me your first passenger for your new wife that u're getting at the end of 2009. i'll be looking forward to it! and i haven get u anything for your birthday yet! omg. i will get something form HK ok.. =) thanks for cheering me up when im down, and thanks for the treats u've been giving me, all the surprises u tried to plan swee swee for me.. hahaha.. so funny. it's nice being friends with you for 5 years(or 4 years ah?) and finally thanks for your 24 hour hotline. hahaha damn funny lah you. and please go and improve your english ah! only i can decipher your code language(coke-lish) eh.

well.. i think i have no one else to thank already.. oh yes QIU MIN!!!

qiu min:
it's really by fate that we can meet each other but certainly not by chance on how we can click so well. =) thanks for being there when i needed a listening ear and and and thankss for offering advices, talking crap with me, and really once again, my full time listener =) it's a nice meetup with you today to just talk about everything, and now i'm feeling so much better already. i hope for all he best with you and.. =) and use my trick!!! "really ah?" let me know if it works!!! hahaha! love you bitch! XD

=D loves everyone who made a difference in my life and will continue to make. i will not forget you guys... i love you, just in case tomorrow never comes.

i'm not suicidal, but we never know when we're gonna breathe our last. so if i ever die without getting another chance, at least you all know i love you.

in case i die very very early and you all don't have the chance to see much of me...... this is it:
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applies to everybody, my family, my friends whom ive mentioned above, my flings, my old flame, my prss classmates and co mates and teachers, my tpjc classmates, co mates but not the teachers, my uni friends and roomie and those sim ppl i know and finally.. alexander. =)

btw im kidding about the flings and old flame.

-when are you coming back? ;